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It's OCT 2011 le!!! Soon will b our 3rd year anniversary, my 22nd birthday and Piggy 24th birthday!!!Realli excited abt our 3rd year anniversary but not realli excited with my 22nd birthday yet veri excited abt Piggy birthday =x 3rd year anniversary:I haf came out with a proposal of what to do durin the day of celebrations.. Waiting for Piggy proposal.. Den we can fliter and see what to do ^.^ 22nd Birthday: Dunno what should I do and who to celebrate with =x Of coz will haf my Piggy =) On a happi note, the day after my birthday is a public holiday!!! WAHAHAA!!!24th Birthday:Still dunno what to do but I will try to plan it for everyone to celebrate tgt so she will not be so bz and pack with meeting up with so many ppl at so many places and end up veri tired =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~So far I am still veri happi with what I haf.. Happi to haf my piggy to b always beside mi whenever I needed her.. Although I still dunno how to solve those depression of my mum.. Just need to keep quiet and listen to her will b better ba =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PIGGY!!! I Smuff-love u!! Thx for always being there for mi even though I will scream at u when I feel so so so upset with my crazy mother =) LOVES U SO SO SO MUCH!!! MUACKS =)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Wow!! Realised that I haf not been blogging for like the last 3 mths!! Shall b hardworking to switch on my laptop to update as frequent as possible to know what have I been doing =)
Updates: Super a lot!!!
1) I given all my babies to piggy = failed exams!!! =( [counting down to haf my babies back to mi in 18 days time from today!!!]
2) Needa take like 3 additional modules = study harder in order to pass =)
3) Back from BKK trip with Boon Hong and Shi Hui!!! It was fun and exciting!!! Din expect that 3 girls overseas trip can b this exciting though =x
4) I m flying to Taiwan in a few days time!! Excited!!
5) Have been goin in to JB either weekly or fortnightly!!! With Piggy... + Either Jas, Bav or Alan sometimes is all of us!!!
6) Piggy went Bali but she say is not as nice as she thought.. But I haf a lot of things from her though =p
7) Back to my sec sch on teachers day!!! Those teacher so fake lo... I swear they cant rem us but just say I can rem u... The sch is like so cool n good now!!! They can tie their hair with different colour else is let down hair lo!! Veri bias sch as the performance does not involve any chinese performance and they haf fat ppl performing!!! OMG!!! But I think those fat ppl veri brave n they dance ok la, quite well..
Relationships: Medidate to be calm n ok with everything..
1) Family: Okok lo.. Still trying to medidate to b calm whenever I ans their questions =x
2) Friends: It has neva been a prob for me though =x
3) Piggy: Used to quarrel like every single day but now is veri seldom, happi to know abt it though =)
Lazy to upload photos.. I wan to haf pretty pretty photos den can n will upload.. I m feeling sleepy right now at this veri moment =x
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PIGGY!!! Stay happi n lucky always... Do the things u think is right n worth to do n not do the things that u think others think u should do!!! No point slaving for ur co if they dun appreciate u... B happi is the key to everything.. LOVES U MUCH MUCH!!!
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STUDY STUDY STUDY!! SO BORING TO STUDY FOR THE PAST 1 MONTH!!!Can I no need to study?!?! 1st time in my life, I study until I feel tat I will not passed as the paper is like so damn hard!!! Especitally taxations!!! ARGH!!! Even if I haf the perfect brains to memo most of the things but havin 3 papers tat require so much of memory work is insane!!! Law got so many case study to rem n section n rules!!!Taxations is insane!!! So many sections number, rules, exemptions, concenssion n more!!! Performance management got so many formula!!! I wan my lady luck back to accompany mi!!! I dun ask for more, but just a pass =) I dun wanna repeat modules next sem, else like so ma lu!!! I haf neva repeat b4!!!OKAY ENUFF OF GRUMBLINGS!!! Back to writing notes, practice n memory work!!! JIA YOU, JIA YOU & JIA YOU!!!~~~~~~~~~~~PIGGY!!! I dun wanna gif u my babies!!! I muz pass all!!! N I goin to steal Dumbo Bear when u FLY!!! WAHAHA!!! =p~~~~~~~~~~~
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Its a weekend tat I will b home alone? I guess so... Problems is not solved at this veri moment and we haf not realli talk abt it... Haf been thinking how to make ______ happi, with all ways tat I can think of...Exams is in less den a month time but I haf no motivations to study at all... Not a single bit... I realli needa talk and solve the problems b4 I can concentrate on everything... I missed _______ but I wan _______ to b happi... I haf no idea how and wat to make _______ happi... Is there any perfect equations to solve every problems tat would happen in a relationship? If haf, gif it to mi and I will just follow... But I know in a relationship is not abt having a perfect equations to be happily ever after... Its more of a trust and being contented with what you haf den the two of u will b much happier...I still remember tat got ppl ask mi why do I wanto enter a girl girl relationship... I said without thinkin tat I believe and trust tat I will b happier with her as I can b who I am whenever I am with her and being tgt with her, she will understand how I will feel during certain period of the time... Yes its true tat I am happi, but its more of a she giving in and I haf been takin, she sufferin while I m enjoying? I guess so... I din wanto b so mean to her but its my way of care n concern... I haf also realised tat my way of care n concern haf made her suffocate till she cant breadth? It has been a problem since half a year ago? I guess so... I just hope everythin will b fine after the talk in a while... I just hope...
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I needa get my new spect soon... I m having terrible headach due to unable to see n stressing my eyes just to see things =x My exams r just round the corner, but I do not have the motivations to study... The one that used to motivate me to study n study hard but... Okay, I just feel veri sad for now n this veri moment... Dun like the feeling of being alone at home at all... Just feel quite emo n its the freakin month of the week!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Bought nice food from different places to make her happi... But to no avail... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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H.E.L.L.O!!! I m bored at H.O.M.E, so here I m as no one is at home, my mum, sis n maid is not back from their Malaysia trip... My dad is workin... My brother n wife is not back yet...
I swear tat I cant rem when was the last time I m so S.W.A.Y!!! I lost my spects last night, I had asthma attack, I droppped my water bottle in the bus n I have no idea how my phone got soaked in the damn water n I think I m havin freakin high fever now as I m feelin freakin weak n no strength at this veri moment (probably is due to the ulcer, swollen throat =x)!!! I dun wanto b any S.W.A.Y anymore!!! I dun wanto lose any other things that is important to mi!!!
Have been readin blogs on my way home... Felt weird for some reasons... I used to love to switch on my com when I get home or when I haf nothin to do also will on com just to speak tat special someone tat holds a veri important position in my heart since 2 years plus ago n for this veri moment also...
Is missing tat someone at this veri moment... Just checked my schedule n realised that I will b veri bz from this week onwards... We r not meetin today as she is bz... Today till Wednesday will b for sch... Thur I got a Adam Khoo talk which I thought would b from 5pm till 6.30pm, when I checked my SMS again den realised its from 6.30pm till 10pm... Friday I have a Malaysia trip with friends... If I managed to get in to the Saturday revision class, den I would b bz from den onwards... I needa start to study from today onwards, as my exams is in less den 40 days time n I got a full 2 weeks revision class!!! I wish tat I can haf u with mi to accompany mi to get through all this nonsense exams which I hate as I know nuts abt any of my this year modules!!!
I know I m bein selfish... Whenever I m free I would wan u to accompany mi... Whenever I m bz, den u would haf to find ur own programs... Sorry... I know tat u wanto haf ur own freedom to do ur own things, got ur own friends n family tat u needa spend time with... I know tat u haf ur own problems yet I m addin my problems to urs... I m sorry =x
Somehow I m missin the past... Lookin at the past just makes mi feel happi... Somehow I haf the phrase in mind... B contented with what u have n u will happier rather den thinkin of wat u dun haf...
Dun wan u to feel stressed n worry abt mi... So I din tel u abt my fever today, if the fever is worsen den I will tel u... I m missing u!!!
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Lady luck go to u, go to u, go to u =) It will not b Monday blue tml as its a Tuesday =) Wished that u will b happi n contact mi soon =) I m missing u!!! Loves u much much =) Muacks Muacks =)
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Magic word of the day: Shut up Y? Reasons: so tat nothin will happen...
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Hong Kong, Macau, Shen Zhen!!! I m comin to u in... 8th of April 2011!!! hehe =) I m so lookin forward to the trip in 4 days time!!! WAHAHA!!! Lookin forward!!! I will take lots of photos!!!
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H.E.L.L.O to my F.R.E.E.D.O.M!!! I have finally pluck my courage and quit my job!!! HAHA!!! I m so happi that I can no need to work n just concentrate to study n do whatever I wan =) WAHAHA!!! I m as happi as a bird!!! I seriously hate my previous job as the work place is like super dusty, dirty n no hygiene workin place!!! I dun even have the time to seriously rest!!! Its like OMG!!! Thank god that I m onli a temp there!!! Else, please get a knife and stab mi!!! WAHAHA!!! But I m not a full time employee =p
Now I got the time to do the followin peacefully:
1) Sleep =)
2) More Outting/Shopping & Overseas trip =)
3) Watch TV =)
4) Listen to music =)
5) Spend time with my piggy, family and friends =)
5) Study to achieve for at least a pass =)
Everyone start to envy mi now!!! WAHAHA!!! Happi =)
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I hope to spend more time with u yet u got ur own time with ur family, friends and colleagues =)
Realli hate the type of feelings of quarreling with u over small things!!! What to do when both of us is Scorpio's!!! Both of us so hot/short temper!!!
Still L.O.V.E u much much!!! Faster dun angry le la!!! Talk to mi!!! Lookin forward to our a lot of overseas trip that is planned throughout the year!!! (= S.M.I.L.E.S =) (= Muacks =) (= S.M.I.L.E.S =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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I haf not been bloggin for veri long... Eva since I got my phone den I din switch on my computer since then... I tried to blog through the phone but it seems to be cant get through... I m bloggin today because I cant slp when I need to go work tml!!! We just had a veri unhappi quarrel last night when I stay over n is over something super small... Even though everythin has somehow settled, but I just feel weird =x Somehow feel tat I m realli unreasonable at times =x I know I m someone that I sae I wan means I will wan it to happen, probably it is not u who over dote mi, but everyone else ard mi also... Since young, whenever I wan something, I will get what I wan, be it from my parents, siblings or even friends... If I dun get it, I just need to feel sad or cry n I will get it... I know it is not good, but I dunno wat else can I do to change.. Today, I see and hear ppl quarrelling... I just ignore, n this is the 1st time in my life I eva ignore anyone else that is quarrelling ard mi!!! I do not know y, but just feeling exceptionally emotional now and for the past week... Probably it is coming... I think working 5 days a week and 3 days of studying is realli tiring and I can onli b able to see u probably twice a week... I dun like such a thing!!! I wanto b with u always!!! But I know I cant b selfish... I do not like such a change!!! My contract is ending in like 2 months time!!! I hope it will end soon!!! I just cant take it anymore!!! It is mentally and physically tiring!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To piggy, I m so sorry to have hurt u for the past week but I do not know y I m doin so =x I just dun feel right =x Probably is I think too much or just being emotionally worried... I think that I would call u at nite and just to tel u that I wanna meet u as I m missing u badly... I m sorry... I just not used to not being able to see u every now and then... When the week starts, I will b busy, will try to make myself busy to brush off the misses and will start to miss u during my quiet time alone =x Will b fine next week after the emo period have pass =) Loves u much much!!! Muacks =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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This is how I feel for when one is in a relationship... B4 u enter a relationship, everything tat the other partner will do to appease the other partner is ok... When ppl 1st get tgt, they will sae neva see u one die I will feel like dying, else they will contact u every other moment when the 2 of u r not tgt, even a short messages or a call or probably pop by just to sae hello... After a period of time, one of the partner will sae: "I feel tat I do not haf my personal time, personal time to do my own things, meet up with my frenz [onli the partner and their frenz which do not wish to involve u], spend time with their family, wat they do everyday onli involves u, u and onli u"... When the days past... Din contact u for hours, din see u for days will also feel tat it is ok and is normal...Well, nothing last... Just like flowers tat ppl gif it to u, it look pretty at first sight but as days passed it will spoil...So ppl out there, b4 u get hurt remember tat nothing can last for long, b happi tat it eva happened b4 =) After reading. anyone agrees with mi? I guess everyone agree with wat I sae =) So, please do not gif others too good impression of urs b4 and when u start to date, else ur partner will feel real bad and sad... Do the things tat is within ur means =)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ANW, I passed my 1st paper!!! 2 more to go =) Passing the 1st paper realli gif mi lots of motivations, it is physically and mentally motivated =) When I see the word passed, I was like YES!!! HAHA!!! The last 2 paper tat I m studying for is like super headach =x So many formulas, doin the questions is always wrong, wrong and wrong!!! Tat shows how much of things I need to do and practice b4 I can passed!!!Last 2 paper on 8th & 10th DEC!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A loud clap tat I wanto gif myself =) I cooked a veri delicious and sumptuous dinner for my family!!! I swear it is veri nice =) My family members can proved it!!!
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I M NOT HAPPI!!! I M NOT HAPPI!!! I M NOT HAPPI!!! Exams is on 29th Nov, 8th Dec and 10th Dec!!!I got so much tat I need to study yet I got not enuff time to study and I got so little motivations!!! Motivations is somethin that will keep u running and neva feels tired or should I sae neva sae die?Where can I find my motivations?!?!Motivations tat I expect is not there or probably too little?Tadaa... So I found some other motivations =) 1) HAPPI and TIME is my motivations to study now!!!2) WISHED MI LUCK =) [I know everyone is wishing now =)]3) THINK of nothing but in loved with my lecture notes =)4) STARTED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH OTHERS =x F1, F2 & F3!!!(= I will be back when I feel like =) (= SMILES =) (= The life is not tat bad afterall =)
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I m seriously tired, as I haf not been mugging for the past 3 years =x I got no time to slp, time for my family, time for piggy and myself!!! Time management is super important now!!!
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EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!!!! Need motivations and be good girl to at least pass =x
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TODAY is 19th October 2010!!! It's our official 2 years anniversary!!! I seriously like this day!!! Will post the photos later =) Hehe =)
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